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We've got to yield in everything in order to be truly yielded. We have to be humble in everything in order to be truly humble.
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(Given to a staff member on free day, via tape:) Hi, I'm sorry that you aren't feeling very well. Jesus please help her. Do strengthen and heal her. Thank You that she could rest today and she didn't feel pressured that she had to work; at least she was able to take time off and relax. We're sorry she couldn't enjoy herself more on her free day, and that she isn't feeling good, but we're sure You will use it in some way because You promised us that all things work together for good to us who love You. Please strengthen her and help her. Keep her looking to You and holding on to You.
Thank You for Your healing that You always have available for us. Thank You that You keep us pretty healthy and pretty strong compared to so many people in the world who have such major problems and sickness, and that the sicknesses that You allow us to have are for a very good purpose and accomplish needed things in our lives. Thank You, Jesus.
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Retreat in Bogotá, Colombia
By Dave, Ana, and Elías
A couple that we are ministering to offered us their beautiful farm to hold a live-out retreat for a weekend. The Lord told us the theme of our retreat should be “Communication with Him and Others.”
We arrived at 10:30 a.m. on Saturday and most were able to have a nice time in the pool while Dave prepared a delicious Chinese meal with the help of the ladies. After we had our quiet time and get-out, we had our first meeting with inspiration and praise time followed by a class where we talked about the importance of spending time with the Lord and learning how to listen to Him. Everyone participated and was inspired.
At night we had a delicious hamburger barbecue and a nice inspiration with Loving Jesus songs and testimonies. We gave each attendee a special present--a message from Jesus printed on nice paper. Everybody was so touched!
On Sunday we had our second meeting on the theme of “Communication with Others,” followed with a communion and inspiration. At the end, everybody asked for prayer and thanked the Lord for the beautiful time with Him. Many said that this time changed their lives and brought them much closer to the Lord.
JETT/OC Camp, Morelia, Mexico
By Seek, Mexico
The children in our surrounding area (aged 9-13) attended our first area JETT/OC camp hosted at a small farm owned by a friend. The location is at the foot of a beautiful, lush mountain, with nothing close by except a few small adobe houses. Our goal in planning this camp was KEEP IT SIMPLE! We had very simple meals, disposable dishes, a simple schedule, and all the staff commented how much time there was to enjoy the camp. We invited the Homes nearest ours, which included seven Homes from four different cities. The turnout of attendees was17 boys and 3 girls.
Photo #1: Our campsite. Each family sent a tent, bedding, and a small donation to help to cover costs. Here is part of the staff team--Renee, Jessica, Elizabeth, and Susie. The farm has a small, but newly remodeled house with a big room around the fire, which served as the classroom.
Photo #2: An adult from each Home was invited and pictured here--Servant, Stevie, Andrew, Francisco, Annie and Seek. We all had as much fun as the kids did!
Photo #3: A friend donated the use of his speed soccer court and the boys played speed soccer two afternoons while the girls swam at Dan and Joy's Home. After the soccer game the boys all jumped into the pool as well, which was the only way everyone could get a shower, as there was only one bathroom at the farm. At the farm there is also a soccer court where the boys and girls played American football together one night until dark.
Photo #4: Jason taught the kids three First Aid classes, assisted by Renee and Jessica. In the picture the kids are practicing some of the procedures. Jason, Renee, and Jessica are all certified paramedics with the Red Cross.
Photo #5: Everyone graduated with their First Aid Certificates. The kids took the course seriously, and Jason taught the classes on their level, which helped keep their interest and made it much easier for them to understand so many new concepts.
Photo #6: Ricky, representing his team that won the award for the best scores on the First Aid Exam.
Our morning devotions were about Mark 16:15, including the new Activated, witnessing and follow-up vision from the new pubs. Everyone brought their Bibles, notebooks, and looked up verses. We also did a study on the new weapons, including a funny skit where Jason tried to fight the Enemy with his sword while the Devil had a small pistol and scared Jason out of the room. Jason returned, loaded down with the new weapons in the form of four machine guns and sent the Devil running!
Later all the kids with their teams went after the “Enemy” (the parents all dressed in black) and each time one was overcome they shouted, “Tremble, O, Devil! We are growing up for God.” It was quite a search as the Devil's crew was hiding all over the farm and the Lord's little army went to search them each out and overcome them with the new weapons, which the leader of each group was carrying.
We counseled together about the idea of having a camp every three months, which the parents thought would be a great idea.
Activated Europe Web Site Launched!
By European Activated Desk (EAD)
Dear Family,
GBY and guide you as you go into the highways and byways Activating the lost and searching. We pray for you often. You're doing a great job.
We've been trying to find ways to make it as easy as possible for you to participate in Activated; to send in addresses and subscriptions and make orders of Activated tools. We are happy to announce that we now have our Web site up and running at: www.getactivated.co.uk
Just type your Home number to get into the members section and send us addresses, orders or messages. All communications will be acknowledged. We are still working on the credit/debit card payment aspect of the site and should have it working soon, DV. If you have any suggestions or difficulties you can contact us at: activatedeurope@activated.org
Thanks to all of you who have sent in donations to sponsor subscriptions for African sheep who can not afford it. Great is your reward in Heaven! We're receiving many letters saying how thankful they are for their sponsored subscriptions. Here's one sample:
From Chkwura Mbonu, Nigeria:
Dear sir,
I am a regular reader of your Activated issues. I am always eager to read your monthly publication which you send to my grandmother. Whenever I receive your Activated, I always ask God from my heart to bless you abundantly. You may not understand very well the importance and blessing your write-ups have been to many people, of which I am one. I don't only keep the blessings to myself, but always share them with my fellow Christians and friends. Your monthly publication has been helping to rekindle my desire to be a missionary both at home and foreign [places].
“The Boy by the River,” “The Stream that Never Runs Dry,” “How to Hear and Know God's Direction for Me,” and enormous other topics in your publication have helped me so much. I would have written long before now, but could not. I am a student from a poor family and could not afford the postal fees. By the grace of God I am sending this letter of appreciation. Truly I am appreciating you people in the Activated family from the depth of my heart.
May God bless you all in the Activated family abundantly, in Jesus name. Amen. Bye, and remain blessed.”
entertainment
Movies Rated for Senior Teens and Up
A.I. (2001)
Haley Joel Osment, Jude Law, Frances O'Connor
In this futuristic post-apocalyptic world, where robots have been manufactured to take on many of the daily tasks of humans, a highly advanced android hopes to become a real boy.
(Jesus:) This is a picture of a world without Me, a glimpse of man's vision of the future and what it will be like. Even now there are those who are experimenting with such things, in the hopes of replacing Me as the Creator. But I will not allow it, and I will blow upon their feeble attempts to create life, whether it be human or machine.
The theme is man trying to save himself, and doing this without God. Technology and high intelligence is the god of this world. As entertainment and enlightenment as to the course of this world and where they are trying to take things, it is an interesting movie. It is not for the young and the immature, for it plays on your emotions and tries to bring you into sympathy with unreal things, ultimately technology.
You cannot perfect that which I have created, but man will not listen; He keeps trying to improve. It would be rather funny if it wasn't so sad.
This is an exposé of what man is trying to do: improve on My creation. Be not fooled by the Devil's devices. It is not My creation that is imperfect, but man's.
A.I. is a movie with an agenda. The heroes are the machines, the man-made robots with artificial intelligence, perfect in many ways and without the violent and erratic emotions of mankind. Man is shown as so much more inferior to these creations of man. It is an interesting movie to watch in that it depicts a scenario that could very well take place if man was left to himself. It can be used as a witnessing springboard, as there are several topics covered in the movie that can lead to deep and meaningful discussions. It is a social commentary and the conclusion holds out very little hope for mankind. The bleak scenario portrayed can provide an opening for My children to tell of My truth, and the future I have planned.
ALONG CAME A SPIDER (2001)
Morgan Freeman, Monica Potter
Suspense/thriller about a Washington, D.C. detective and a Secret Service agent who join forces to find a young hostage and her kidnapper.
(Dad:) Well it's hard for me to say much about this movie without giving away the plot--and plots and plotting is what this movie's all about. I found it interesting--not great, but somewhat entertaining.
I liked the main actor and hero figure of the movie. They didn't bring it out so clearly, but our folks will see him as playing an almost spiritual role where he gets a lot of spiritual help and guidance to figure things out. When he gets quiet and seems to be thinking over a problem you could easily imagine him praying and tuning in to the Spirit for insight, because the answers he came up with were definitely “inspired.” Too bad he didn't tune in to some things a little sooner, but then there would have been nothing to make a movie about.
I would say it is watchable, with a little warning to the more squeamish folk that the opening sequence is unpleasant, plus a few characters good and bad are disposed of rather casually and graphically along the way.
Movies Rated for Junior Teens and Up
JURASSIC PARK III (2001)
Sam Neill, William H. Macy, Téa Leoni
At the request of a couple seeking adventure and promising financial support, scientist Dr. Alan Grant reluctantly returns to the dinosaur-inhabited islands of Central America, where surprise and danger await.
(Jesus:) This is an “entertainment only” movie. There are no significant lessons, but some will find that it is exciting and the portrayal of the dinosaurs is the most striking and interesting yet. The violence has also been toned down slightly as compared to the other movies in the series.
LEGALLY BLONDE (2001)
Reese Witherspoon, Matthew Davis, Selma Blair
A blonde sorority queen enrolls at Harvard in order to win back her boyfriend who has dumped her to find someone more intelligent.
(Jesus:) This is a cute, humorous “entertainment only” movie. It pokes fun at the fashion/beauty scene and the world of “higher” education. Have a good laugh and enjoy yourself. This movie also has a message, albeit weak, of not looking on the outward appearance or limiting yourself because of your background.
Movies Rated for MCs and Up
THE STORYKEEPERS (1997)
Animated video series created for children that tells the story of Ben the baker, his wife Helena, and four adopted children, who are Christians in Rome in 64 A.D. The stories and parables of Jesus are told in the course of their exciting adventures. (Note: The full series has not been thoroughly previewed.)
(Jesus:) I'm happy with this series. It doesn't show the full miracle-working powers that I wish to give My children in these end days, but it does show My provision. It's important to fill your kids up with faith-building stories of My care in the midst of adversity. I give this My rubber stamp, and I'm thankful for My children who put it together.
As with all movies you show your kids, it's important that you view this with them, so you can help them apply it correctly. Also, if you're able to look it over beforehand, this will help you make the most of it. You can even pull out your Bible stories and show them how I can do the things they see in these shows and much more when it comes to protecting My children.
Other Movies
PLANET OF THE APES (2001)
Mark Whalberg, Tim Roth, Helena Bonham Carter
(Dad:) They tried a remake of an originally captivating and fairly meaningful movie, but given the change of time and circumstances and the changes in the plot, it's pretty useless and worthless now. The book and original movie was a political statement. It was a slam at the hypocrisy of the System and the racial tension and injustices that were happening at the time. It really said something, and since people were more conscious of such things 30 years ago and it was addressing a really sensitive subject, it caused quite a stir. But this version is a very weak and almost unrecognizable rendition of a strong and important message.
The temptation to believe evolution isn't a strong one for our people. It's pretty much a moot point. For the System, however, movies like this just reinforce their already misled and zombie-like acceptance of evolution. It's really the Devil's doing, for that reason.
(Jesus:) This movie is full of suspense, action, and thrills that make people want to watch it. But the underlying message about apes evolving is all lies. I made mankind in My image, and breathed life into him. That is why humans have a soul, and no other species could ever get that, because it's something that I gave, not something you can learn through time.
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Europe and Africa
Gabriel (of Miguel and Esther): Broken arm that will require surgery.
Victoria: Severe back pains.
Emanuel (of Daniela): A huge nodule occupying all the left part of his thyroid causing heavy tiredness. Hepatitis C. Insulin dependent diabetes.
South America
Kristen (2½, of Cristal and Phillip): Having convulsions for the last week (up to eight per day). We've been to four different doctors and none of them know what is wrong. She seems to be normal otherwise and they think it could be some kind of parasite.
Luz (of David and Lily): Unknown degenerative syndrome, which has been progressing slowly and causing hearing difficulty.
Marysol: Constant immobilizing back pain.
Keisha (3 months, of Ana Belen and Idy): Breathing problems, problems using her arms, and a genetic syndrome.
Joanie (of Tommy): Recovery from surgery and against ongoing pain she's had in her urethra over the past few years.
Agnes (of Andrew): Digestive problem, and correct diagnosis.
Priscila (of Thiago): Pain and burning in her stomach; that the medicine she is taking will have a good effect.
Melody (of Piper): Psoriasis.
Melody (14, of Isaac and Promise): Scoliosis.
Nina (16, of Pierre and Bathsheba): Kidney stones.
Sara (17, of Andy and Maria): Juvenile arthritis.
Agustin (of Paloma): Was operated on for a hernia on his right side, but it seems there is another one on the left side now.
Lucerito (of Zacarias): Hemorrhaging, high blood pressure and muscle tension; for her hormone treatment to go well.
Stacy (22): Scoliosis, causing considerable pain.
Julie (19): Painful torn ligament in her knee, which can only be permanently fixed through an operation.
Jose Alejandro, David and Cristina (of Sara): Streptococcus infection.
David (of Cristal): High level of cholesterol and frequent back pains.
Maria Belen (YA, of David and Cristal): Myomas in her uterus and hernias.
Ana Karina (YA, of David and Cristal): Scoliosis.
Jessie (11): For the Lord to honor his faith and for his right ear to be miraculously healed (he was born deaf in that ear). He's asking for prayer and is claiming the promise from John 9:3.
Marco Vinicio: Severe hypertension with strong dizzy spells, headaches, numbness in face, and feeling hot.
Luz: Torn cartilage in the right knee.
Libertad (of Adan): Strong lumbago in hips.
Answers to Prayer
Maria (18, of Matt and Susana Dutch, Brazil): Her test results to see if she had a tumor showed no sign whatsoever. The Lord did a big miracle, as everything is back to normal, the ovary and all the stitches from the operation are healed as well. Nearly every detail that we prayed for has been answered!
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[The power of an apology]
Someone, Middle East: I walked into the kitchen the other night and there were two of our young people talking and sharing their hearts. I didn't necessarily want to go in but I had to.
They were apologizing to each other. This is something that really touched my heart because apologizing isn't always very easy to do. I'm not just talking about a young person apologizing to an FGA, or to another young person. But it seems from my observation and experience that some FGAs have a hard time with this small but powerful deed. When people (whether young or old) don't apologize, it doesn't mean they aren't sorry when they realize they have done something to hurt someone, but to actually put it into an apology it seems is not always so easy. So to see this sweetness flowing from one heart to another was tremendous and made me wish that more of it were flowing about the Home.
When I know I have hurt or offended someone, I find it difficult to continue on my way until I have said sorry. However, to say “sorry” is not always easy for me. It is humbling on my pride at times to do so; other times it comes easier especially if I have a good rapport with the one that I hurt or offended. But I have also battled many a time over others who I felt should have apologized for things that have hurt me or others, but didn't do so. Because I always seem to be the one to apologize, I have tended to become either hurt at the lack of apology or self-righteous: “Why do I always seem to be the one to do the apologizing?” I know, I know, there is the thing of “great peace have they which love Thy law and nothing shall offend them,” but I guess I'm still carnal and like to hear people say “sorry” when they have hurt someone.
For me, if someone has done something to hurt me, an apology seems to quickly end the whole thing. An apology is like a blanket of Heavenly elixir that makes things right. There seems to be a definite power when one apologizes. The Lord seems to pour out a special spirit of love, forgiveness, and a power that seems to cover a multitude of hurts. Even though at times it is extremely difficult for me to apologize, I have learned the power that comes with it. For those who the Lord wants to do the apologizing, if you find it difficult, try a little note. It has the same effect and believe you me, that little note can make the world of difference to the one on the receiving end. There really is power in an apology. Try it! It gets easier the more you practice.
[Word wills]
Meekness, England: In the world people make wills and leave their earthly goods to their kids, etc. l had an idea of how we, as parents or actually anyone, could make a Word will. Maybe others like myself read pubs and something just stands out to you so you write it down. Usually l date it and write a little something about why it spoke to me, what l was doing or why it was the answer or help that l needed. I do the same with prophecies that l get or prophecies from the Word that speak to my heart.
l have been doing this on and off for years since l joined the Family. I put testimonies in my book too. Sometimes l am talking with someone and the Lord will remind me of something from one of my little books that could be a help, so I'll pull it out and share it. Maybe “will” is the wrong word to use, but it can be a comfort to others and an encouragement to see how the Lord has brought you along step by step and what encouraged you to keep going in spite of battles.
[CVC motivation]
Esther, Japan: We're two Homes in our city trying to get our teens turned on to their schoolwork. Like other teens, they've heard over a million times that they need to learn what we adults teach them. This phrase hasn't really made any difference in the way they see themselves and their relationship to their schoolwork. But here is something that has helped them in this area of diligence.
We got them together in a room and turned on the how-to CVC video. The next day we had one of our YAs give a little class on how to keep a record, and how to fill in various papers needed for the CVC course. They followed along, not really understanding what they were doing, but when it came time to fill in the records on their experience paper, it was like a light bulb was turned on in their minds. They began talking excitedly about how much they did and learned during a normal day.
“Oh, I'm scheduled to paint the living room next week. But today I'm supposed to fix the broken bed with Jotham!”
“Yeah, and remember every year we go apple pruning for our apple contact? Well, I bet we could earn long hours of experience there.”
It seemed like they just needed something to remind them how much they do, and once they came to that realization, it seemed that whatever we do together, they now keep a record of it. This has inspired them about their schooling more than anything we could have ever said or done.
Oh of Art CD
By Tiago, Thailand
I was pleasantly surprised to get so many orders for the Oh of Art CD! It's wonderful to know that we have so many potential artists in the Family and that many parents have the vision to train their children in the arts.
One problem we are facing is that we have received some orders and gifts via the TRF without an accompanying letter or e-mail letting us know your address and Home number. We have your Oh of Art CD ready to send you … but no address! So please, if you didn't send us your postal address and Home number yet, write to the e-mail address below and in a week or two (the time that it takes for the package to reach you) the CD will be in your hands!
My e-mail address: eztel@loxinfo.co.th
help wanted
Dear Family,
When we came here, ragged, needy, penniless, but inspired by the prospect of re-pioneering this city, we landed basically already running! The Home opened March 15, 1997, and by April we were preparing our Children's Day benefit program!
From our humble beginnings, we now have many beautiful CTP projects. We help two delinquent homes and three poor neighborhood churches, where we both preach and minister to the children. We make occasional visits to rural areas where we take supplies and do children's programs. We have also helped them to get musical equipment, furniture, and we regularly donate food and clothing to them. We have held two benefit concerts in friends' restaurants, where we presented our work, sang, and offered a delicious dinner. We participate in various yearly official events, in coordination with the local government, city fairs, events for big companies, and are planning several events with the city's Cultural Department, and more band concerts in local theaters! Plus we have a large pool of friends and sympathizers who are very hungry spiritually, most of them Activated, lots of tooling opportunities, and variety! We've come this far by faith!
If you would like to help us, we can use donations, personnel (if you have serious musical or dancing ability), or help teaching our kids! The most important thing is that since our projects are long-term, we need people with the same vision. We can help with training both in music, childcare, and technical support--lighting, sound and related handyman work. But we can only take those who are sure this is what they want--a fruitful ministry with music as the front, with all related work involved. In return, we have a nice, cozy Home, with all needed tools for the job, top line musical equipment, art, education, handyman, etc. We'll help you continue your studies while here, get you going on your ministry, and feed your body and spirit! We only have room for a small, versatile, tight team! Just leave your trinkets behind and get on board! Check us out via the Mexico ABM!! WLY!
At present our team is Gabe and Joy (SGAs) and their two kids, Alicia (YA), Solo and Chris (ST and YA), Augustine and Maggie, and our two youngest.--A total of 11. Love, Augustine and Maggie, Mexico.
Dear Family,
God bless you! We are thrilled with the Activated vision and are eager to get it rolling here in the Chinese work. We are now in the beginning stages of preparing our first magazines but are in need of finances, so we are sending out this appeal for donations to anyone who can help. You can send in donations via your TRF and designate them to: “Chinese Activated in PACRO.” We would also appreciate specific prayers for the financing and support of the Activated for the Chinese-speaking world. Thank you so much!
personals
Does anyone know a former member named Jesus Duran? His Bible name was Aaron (?). He and his wife were from El Paso, Texas, and were with the Family in Southern Mexico about 10 years ago. If you know of him or how to contact him, please e-mail me (Joan Praise) at joanpraise77@hotmail.com. Thanks!
Italian Victor (Matteo) would like to get in touch with Australian Spring (met in Indonesia/Hong Kong), Tamara and Tim, French Emmanuel, plus anyone else who knows me. You can reach me at: vichairs@freemail.it.
Jenny Heart, Windy (possibly in Brazil), and Ace (in Delhi), I knew you all in Canada. If you're reading this or if anyone knows how I can get in touch with them, please contact Angie (of Philip and Jewel) at: contact@familycaregoa.com. Miss you!
Marina (formerly Mercy) is looking for Dawn (of Simon and Mary). Do you remember me? You can contact me through the Russian ABM (RU038).
Sam and Lydia would like to contact Lily Fields from RO054. Thanks for your gift. Please drop us a line at: samword77@hotmail.com.
Hi James and Jasmine (Australian). This is Annie (formerly Emerald), remember me? I joined with you in Sydney '83. We last saw each other in Bombay and you were in Oz last time I heard from you. Please contact me ASAP! I'd really love to hear from you! Lotsa love! E-mail me at skimargannie@aol.com.
Mike Irish (YA), last heard you were in Bangalore (India). Please contact Mika Japanese (in Africa). I've e-mailed many times but haven't heard a response from you. My e-mail is: sbs_guinea@biasy.net
former members - seeking contact
Reuben Laguna would like to get in touch with Boaz (from Santa Ana, California) and Ghia. I re-met you in Kalua-Kona, Hawaii in 1979. Took the car you gave me over the side of the cliff at 65 mph. Write me at: douglaslehan@hotmail.com
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Check out “A Day in the Life of a Missionary in Nigeria” on the MO site. Pictures included!--By Dove, Nigeria (mother of 12).
Mama's Birthday Message!
By Peter
Thank you, dear Family, for all your love and for the many prayers you sent Mama for her birthday. She appreciates them so much, and sends her love to each of you.
For Mama's birthday, she and I spent the day together and went out for a little bit. We enjoyed a special meal that the Home prepared for us, along with the bundled gift of prophecies that all those in our WS units received especially for Mama's birthday-her birthday treasure!
Mama made an informal tape of thanks and appreciation to those in our WS units, which our Home listened to that evening. Since it's full of jewels and personal tidbits, we thought you'd like to hear it too. We've left it pretty much as Mama recorded it, with just a few edits and deletions made for security reasons. Enjoy!
Mama:
Jesus, please help me with this. Help me to be clear and to not stumble over my words. Thank You, Jesus! Thank You, sweet wonderful Love. You make our amazing lives possible and give us blessing after blessing. Thank You, sweet Jesus.
Hi, dear ones! I just wanted to say thank you to all of you for your precious birthday greetings, and the beautiful messages that you received as a birthday present for me. That's the best thing you could give me, and I am very, very happy today because I got so many of them, and so many wonderful Words that we can, God willing, use to help our dear Family in the future. It was so sweet of you to take that extra time to hear from Jesus for my birthday. Some of you have said that you are going to get something later. I thank you in advance. I never have liked to get all my presents at once anyway. I think it's much nicer to spread them out. But that's just a personal opinion, and you don't have to think the same way.
Well, I'd better get through this little birthday talk so you can get on to your other festivities. I want to also thank you for your prayers for my back. I had pulled something in my back when I was opening some sliding windows. It wasn't real serious or excruciatingly painful, but the Lord said the reason that it was not more serious was because of yours and our wonderful worldwide Family's daily prayers for me.
The Lord said, “The Enemy would like to hinder you in a greater way. Yet because of the faithful prayers of your Family this pain is much, much less then what it could have been if everyone was not praying and not raising a protective shield around you.” He said, “I allow you, My queen, to be touched with the infirmities of others for through this your heart stays tender, sympathetic, and understanding of what many others experience with these nagging and bothersome aches and pains.”
He also indicated that if I had been more prayerful, even in just the small thing of opening a window, that that wouldn't have happened. He said, “I have permitted this to happen, My love, for I desire that My brides learn to be more diligent and more faithful with even the most routine things. For this keen perception and acknowledging Me in all things, in even the small things, will strengthen their resolve in asking Me everything.” There were other reasons for this too, however, after going to the doctor today I realized the most important reason why the Lord had allowed my back to be hurt.
I had been to this same doctor (an English-speaking woman who specializes in natural healing) several times before for other ailments, but I have never been able to find an opening to witness to her. Doctors are very busy, and the appointment doesn't usually last long. You hardly ever have a chance to just sit around and talk, at least not with this doctor. She's running from room to room taking care of two or three patients at a time, and you don't feel you should take her time to stop and chat.
Anyway, Peter and I prayed together this morning, before my appointment, to see if there might be something the Lord would have to say about witnessing to her. The Lord said to look for an opening, and He gave me a couple ideas of things I could say. Our Husband had told us previously that when she was very young she had had a relationship with Him, but that she turned her back on Him in favor of worldly things and worldly ambitions. The Lord said that it was His desire to spark that ember that was still in her heart, and to draw her closer to Him. About the only thing I've been able to do until now, however, is to just say, “God bless you” or “Thank God for good health!” etc.
Every time I have to go to a doctor, I figure it's even more for their sake than it is for mine. I figure the Lord really wants me to pray for them, even if there is nothing additional we can do. I really hadn't wanted to go to the doctor, especially on my birthday. However, the Lord showed me to go because the doctor needed me. So this time, I really felt that if I was going to have to make this trip to the doctor, I should really make it count! I really wanted to witness to her, so I got desperate and asked the Lord what to do and say.
The night before when I was thinking about what I could do for her, and how to get through to her, the Lord reminded me of a little plaque that I had that I thought was so beautiful. It was along the same lines as our tract “From Jesus--With Love.” The amazing thing was that I had it out and easily available, as I wouldn't have had time to search through my things for it.
So the Lord provided a wonderful day for my birthday and one of our sweet staff members took me to my appointment. Well, while I was waiting for her to see me, I was praying and asking the Lord what I could say to her. He said, “Tell her you pray for her.”
So while she was looking at my back, I said, “Do you have anybody who prays for you?” Well, that was quite out of the ordinary and unexpected. She gulped and stumbled around a little bit, not saying anything. I said, “Well, you know, to have someone pray for you is a very precious thing. Whenever I think of you, I pray for you, for your anointing and your wisdom. You have an important job and a lot of people look to you for help, and it's a difficult job. And you certainly need lots of wisdom, and God gives you His anointing to help people in need.”
She said, “Well, I believe in a higher power.”
A couple minutes later she said, “I like your sweater.” It was laying on the chair across the room. She said, “I like your sweater, can I have it?”
I don't know if she had just been embarrassed by what we had been talking about and was trying to change the subject or what. Anyway, I said, “Well, it's not a sweater, it's just a large wrap, but, yes, you can have it. I'd be happy to give it to you.”
She said, “Oh, no, no! Of course not!” But then when I got up, I unfolded it, put it around her shoulders and said, “Oh yes, I'd love to give it to you. Here, please take it. I'm not using it. I just brought it along in case I got cold.”
She said, “No, no, no!”
So I said, “Okay. Well, I actually didn't bring this to give to you, but I did bring you something else.”
I unzipped my purse and got out the plaque for her and handed it to her. I said, “I thought you might like this.”
She stood there and read it.
Here's what it said:
The Letter
Dear Friend,
How are you? I just had to send a note to tell you how much I care about you. I saw you yesterday as you were talking with your friends. I waited all day, hoping you would want to talk with Me too. I gave you a sunset to close your day, and a cool breeze to rest you, and I waited. You never came. It hurt Me, but I still love you because I am your friend.
I saw you sleeping last night and longed to touch your brow, so I spilled moonlight upon your face. Again, I waited. I have so many gifts for you. You awoke and rushed off to work. My tears were in the rain.
If you would only listen to Me; I love you! I try to tell you in blue skies and in the quiet green grass. I whisper it in leaves on the trees and breathe it in colors of flowers. I show it to you in mountain streams, and give the birds love songs to sing. I clothe you with warm sunshine, and perfume the air with nature's scents.
My love for you is deeper than the ocean and bigger than the biggest need in your heart. Ask Me. Talk with Me. Please don't forget Me. I have so much to share with you. I won't hassle you any further. It is your decision. I have chosen you and I will wait. I love you!
Your Friend,
Jesus
She read through it and she turned and threw her arms around me and gave me a big hug. She said, “Thank you so much!”
I said in my heart, Oh, thank You, Jesus for such a wonderful birthday, for letting me give Your love to this dear person who needs it so much. Then I realized that a pulled muscle in my back was a wonderful gift to me in order to enable me to share Jesus with someone else.
We don't realize how powerful His Words are, and how tremendous a witness we can have even in just the few words that we speak to people. It can change their lives forever! So please pray for this dear woman. We owe it to her, not just because she's taking care of our health needs, which, of course, is very important. But we also owe it to her because the Lord has put her in our path and expects us to pray for her and to ask for His intervention on her behalf so that she will learn to know Him in a special, deep way.
My back is doing much better and my spirit is very inspired because of being able to have this wonderful witnessing experience. Also, I am happy to have each of you--and all our worldwide loved ones--as my wonderful mates and friends and co-workers. Besides Jesus' wonderful Words, you're the most wonderful gifts the Lord gives us daily, all year long as we work together as His Family to win His lost sheep.
I hope I didn't rattle on too long about this, but I just wanted to let you in on my birthday surprises and the wonderful miracles the Lord is constantly doing, and the blessings that He is continually pouring out.
I really love you so much, and thank you for all your love and prayers and faithfulness. Thank You, sweet wonderful Jesus! And thanks to each one of you. God bless you! We really love you and are so proud of you!
Love,
Mama
Here is a neat poem the Lord gave one of our staff members, about the meaning of each of the items in the special birthday meal that was prepared for Mama's birthday.
A Banquet for a Queen
Come and dine, My love,
For I prepare a table before you,
Served by those who love and adore you,
A banquet of love to bless and restore you!
For each serving on your plate,
Represents a cause to celebrate!
First a sip of birthday wine, My love--
A toast to you!
A toast to Me!
A toast to the Spirit that sets you free!
And all the happy Heavenly spirits say, “Amen!
May Maria live long--
And taste the wine of God again and again!”
And now, My darling, if you please,
On to hors d'oeuvres of the finest cheese
Made from milk the best
Drawn fresh from nature's breast,
Like My Word to thee
Poured out in prophecy.
Some new, some aged to a flavor fine,
To complement My cellar full of wine.
Oh, My queen, I will bless your reign
And fill your garners with golden grain,
For My healing is in the bread,
And from a great harvest you shall be fed.
And have hummus like My anointing spread
With precious oils upon your head.
And may your palette find just as pleasing
The yogurt cheese made from gentle squeezing;
For you give your best
When your life is pressed.
And you, My love,
Like sweet perfume,
Fill with sweet fragrance every room.
So My Family, I call to you,
Like these that lay down their lives,
That you might have meat to eat,
Grow strong and great
And soon defeat the enemy in the gate.
And here is butter too,
For I will so bless you
That in your hand
I will place the fatness of the land--
Milk and honey
Without toil or money.
And the olive tree I have made
To feed and oil and shade;
And when its leaves are seen
Like lettuce leaves all green,
You will know
The secret things I show
My hidden reasons
For the changing of the seasons.
And when the sky is tomato red
They will cease their scorning,
And heed your words of warning.
Then the bitter shall be made sweet
Like the chocolate made to eat,
That kisses the tongue
And awakens the desire to love.
And we come at last
To end our repast
With fruit freshly picked from the Trees of Life.
And so My wonderful wife,
I kiss you and bid you a Happy Birthday!
(Mama:) I was so surprised to receive such a beautiful lunch. That was so sweet! We were just going to eat a couple sandwiches and a few of the things we had in our fridge, and weren't going to make a big deal about it, so this is a very nice surprise and something that we wouldn't have done ourselves. So thanks so much to everyone!
Toast for Mama's Birthday Celebration
This was read and toasted to at our little Home celebration the day after Mama's birthday, in her honor--a time of fellowship and relaxation for all, complete with happy hour, a delicious dinner, and cheesecake for dessert.
To our wonderful Queen Maria! We love you and we pledge our allegiance and our loyalty to you this day. You have won our hearts, and because of you and your love and dedication to our dear Lord and Savior, we owe our lives of service in this Family.
We take this time to commemorate all that you've done for us and we praise Jesus for making you just the way He did. You were so faithful to Dad and to the Lord's Words; you've never veered from following closely and from helping us to follow as closely to the Lord as we can. You've given us faith that we can do all that He's asked us to do, and you've loved us and inspired us to want to give our lives for Jesus and our brethren and the lost.
Mama, we thank you for all that you are and all that you mean to us and all that you've done. You are so humble, never taking credit to yourself, but please know that we are so grateful and appreciative of all you do and have done for us. We count it an honor and privilege to serve the Lord together with you in this wonderful Family!
Mama, we wish you the most wonderful birthday you've ever had, and we pray that this next year will bring with it all that your heart desires. We pray the Lord blesses you with good health and a continued clear channel with Him to receive from Him all the answers to your many questions. We pray for ourselves too, that we may be found worthy of the high calling of being your subjects. You are the best Queen the world will ever know and we are the happiest of all the peoples of the earth!
As we celebrate your birthday together, we make this toast in honor of you, our dear Queen! We praise the Lord who created you so wonderfully! Thank You Jesus for Your goodness! We love you with all of our hearts!
Also included with this file:
Adam Issue 6 A Fantastic Physique For Five Minutes page 2 (By David Komic)
Caption 1: Fantastic Physique. Want to have that trim well-toned body but don't know how to fit actual exercising into your busy schedule? Here are some great 'Fit-For-Five-Minutes' ideas for you to try.
Caption 2: 1. Abs of Steel. a. 'Suck in' your stomach. b. Hold for five minutes. c. Exhale. d. Repeat when effects of hyper-ventillation have passed.
Caption 3: 2. Bulging Bicepts. a. Cross your arms. b. Place your hands between your upper arms and your rib cage. c. Press your arms hard against your hands. d. Your biceps should increase in size up to 3 times their normal size.* (*depending on your muscle tone.)
Caption 4: Cover photo: Vince (father of four) of Vanessa in Venezuela trying out one of our fitness tips. (see page 2)
Copyright © 2001 by The Family
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