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In Reply to: Re: Dear Jo... posted by Jo on January 30, 2009 at 19:09:50:
perspective...contentment, fulfillment...my sensors/feelings tell me, that I have it as good as not in ages anymore...I am not floating in heavenly spheres, walking on clouds...from the being in love cloud I fell too many times...I avoid that weather/cloud by all means...woman though are for me the very ultimate/intimate proof...that there is much more to life:
(I consider many Indian woman far more graceful then the easy-to-get(easy to loose) western counterparts...it's not only a matter of the outer features...it's also a matter of attitude/principles...but erosions are also happening in the east.
...beauty & eternal love, bliss...not necessarily how TF or Muslims envision...even if that could appear very desirable for men...I have/had a little foretaste/glimpse of that...moved on in my life...have still many construction-sites or workon-areas in my life...I got to know myself much better, things I need to watch out for & I learn whom to trust & be friends with...I have very few good contacts...most of all wonderful children, whom I'd defend like a lion...but who're learning to defend themselves in this ugly world...I'd love to know many more precious people...but with many I kinda would know where they are...I know, I should extent my help more to the needy...I never felt boredom since decades...I don't know anymore, what that is...I felt anger, frustration, stress...and much on the positive...inner love...peace...relief...joy...conviction...I am not complete, but I trust that I will be at the end of the journey & in the meantime I should spent my time wisely...can't say, that I am really perfect in this regard...
Travelling...Europe-wide...included Near East is possible with the normal means & funds...enough for the summervacations or whatever...
further away could become, as some analysts say, quite a luxury like in older times...let's see, what "I get"...if India is then no option anymore...then I have been there & enjoyed it...I still want to makeup with the parents of my then (Ex)mate...if they're still alive...to ask them for forgiveness...may be I try this year to find the whereabouts...otherwise the internet & movies render a good enough impression...
