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The Goddesses

Posted by lolo on May 12, 2002 at 08:09:22:

In Reply to: My husband just read posted by Porceleindoll on May 10, 2002 at 16:29:12:

I was highly disturbed in reading it this morning. I had to skip portions of it, and glanced it over very fast, I could not take it in. I was not even there when that was going on, but I can see where it was coming from. It reminded me of sick stuff I had to live afterwards in my own private little cult with my ex-husband, nothing as bad as that, but of the same acabit.
I always wondered if there was something written about DB on his childhood. I know that parts of it was described in Debra's book, I believe. But, I wonder if there would be a survivor, a teacher, or anybody who would have known him as a child to see what kind of human being he was. You don't become like that all of a sudden, that had to be built over the years and throughout your education to come at this sickening delusional state of mind.
I feel sick to my stomach and feel so sad for all the second generation people who are still in and who had to go through those off the wall teachings, even though it might be under the covers, still transpires everywhere.