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In Reply to: Re: the case for a tragic optimism posted by marina on May 01, 2002 at 20:31:01:
Thank you,
Maybe that is what I needed to hear, I think you may be right, I want to be able to ride in on a white horse and save his life and make his day, but I am not cappable of that right now, more than that, I don't truly know if he is ready for all that, I know I feel like he is trying to reach out, and of course with my other brothers death it all seems so urgent. But maybe you are right, I do need to build a foundation before I can create a house and a life for him. AND I did survive and others have walked out of the fire with minimal damage, I hope you are right. I hope by standing back and not rushing in he will be able to walk out with as few scares as possible.
Thank you, some times I have to be brought back to reality. I just get so angry and emotional about this whole god damn mess.
