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Neither do I, Donny

Posted by Karen on August 04, 2002 at 15:27:49:

In Reply to: My daily life has very little anger ,BUT..... posted by Donny on August 04, 2002 at 11:06:13:

One of my children was hurt very badly while we were in the group and stills suffers from it on a daily basis. I completely have taken the blame for this and believe me, if I could start her life over, I would certainly do things differently. She knows how sorry I am, and I don't think anybody could have cried more over the hurt she has experienced other than me or her. It still breaks my heart to this day when I see her with anxiety attacks that are uncontrollable. My other children were affected in less adverse ways, but affected nonetheless. So I have those emotions, too, but at least with time, it doesn't have the hold on me that it used to. It was totally crippling in the past, but now I have been able to go on and build a new life.