Many of us are now leaving with the Change Journey

Many of us are now leaving with the launch of the change journey, many are realizing that all we have put our faith in, the things that we and our parents stood up for our convictions and saw as the "Word of God", we sacrificed our lives for the cause, sacrificed our studies our children's education, we forsook all, we lived communally, gave of our mates etc and now they are apologizing for these doctrines and saying that they were wrong. There were promises attached to each of these doctrines, promises that we have believed in with all our hearts, sadly, we lost so much in putting faith in M&P and all that they said, what is worst is that we believed that these promises were from Jesus himself, i dont believe that Jesus would say something, like "forsake your education, for it is evil and not of me and then you will be a true disciple" and then a few years down the line say "Ooooppss sorry guys, I didnt really mean that, you can study now" or "These backsliders are full of the Vandaries so touch not the unclean thing" and then apologize for it, Jesus would not make this mistake. I am so disappointed in having believed prophecy, believed M&P and based so many important life decisions on false doctrines. I have just left TFI and I'm beginning a new life.