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In Reply to: Re: We didn't all join a perverted cult or choose to follow a pervert posted by No way on July 14, 2009 at 12:02:10:
yea too true. i aint no pervert thats the truth, and the deal breaker was when i fell prego, i wanted out immediately..my motherly instinct kicked in hard and i knew i had to escape. i tried, but they dragged me back and once again rebuked the devil outta me. ho hum... (well i pretended that the big bad devil had left the building). i then played it smart until i could wangle my way back to my blood family in sydney and then pretended i was back on track with TF and "god" and it was all about the GAF, NAF, the blaf, the crap, and the bla bla CRAP.. god i loved that gaf or naf or whatever the fk it was it got me back to my mum and my support, and a safety house. it made me see everything without fear or rose coloured glasses on. ok sure, the husband did end up scamming me and kidnapped my baby, but justice was done in the end and my little bubba was safe in my arms eventually after 5 long months in japan. thank you keda for fkn nothin. your daughter christina seems normal which is a relief. what a woman Keda was financing such a crime. I still have a copy of her letter which i found in petes wallet, bending over backwards to fund my husbands escape with my 17 month old baby, money, passports, airfares, you name it. but as i said thats history. its just when i get on here, i tend to spill my guts over and over. sorry peeps! i havent even gone there with all this for ages. its just that my son, is really missing his father to talk to him, even its about the weather...any crumb will do. ill do anything for my son, as long as he gets some sort of love from his dad whom he loves so much. peter??? come on darl. step up to the plate. you are safe. our family would never upset the applecart when it comes to our steven. can you at least think about it... (whoa got off track there hey?) you would be such a man in our eyes if you did what you need to do with your now 27 year old son. he was dreaming of a birthday card from you this year. but alas it never came.
please let him know you love him. i tell him all the time but actions speak louder than words.
