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In Reply to: Re: Some explanation from movingon.... posted by To Highlight a Quote by Farmer on January 26, 2009 at 22:23:59:
Dear.... (insert your name)... due to different names/handles in the same thread I just assume now for simplicity's sake, that you're "Moi" or that you deeply care for her...I have heard, that those deeply having been wounded, can at times wound others for selfprotection or sometimes mistakingly view a "help" as an attack on them...I also have had many problems with my temper, as I often viewed/judged things/events in my life as being not right and unfair & as a result lashed out also at those close to me, even friends & relatives...often about something minor, "initiating an explosion"...
To come to the point, you've unfortunately misunderstood me...I know I am not very profound nor always very clear in my statements here & there is also the timefactor...it takes time to weigh all the words one types in...or a gigantic intelligence, which I don't possess...so in the multitudes of my posts, there are many errors...in this case you have jumped to the wrong conclusion...an impulse...happened often in my life too...often when deeply emotional things were involved....so I don't blame you....can happen...sorry, if I sounded ambigous in my choosing the wording:
Buuuuut...to spell it out:
"A bit of a pity...nevertheless I feel sorry for her (I really meant that) & the whole disgraceful aspect/part of her life...
The whole disgraceful aspect came through that solari-idiot/sinner into her life....for me the Teens/children/toddlers etc have been innocent & I lived with many of them together, experiencing them as very wonderful in their behaviour....TF went on a total craze to make "sinless saints" out of them & clubbered/caned/corrected....or sexually abused them without end...as far as corporal punishment is concerned, I do/did have my own sins (TG I never s. abused any teen/minor whatsoever)...so to repeat it:
Solari (and others?!) were/are t h e d i s g r a c e and by being profoundly immoral, they infected/wounded innocent children...so t h e n that became an aspect in her life (she didn't want that...didn't ask for it etc....couldn't defend herself against it, now having big wounds as a result), due to that idiot/sinner & others & also because we FGAs didn't protest, when the material was published...so that's where I see my sins: having supported that bloody cult with tithe & reading lots of garbage (not discerning food from garbage) & not bringing it to the garbage bin then for very long...to leave earlier, than I did (1989/92)
...what a shame."
What about the disgraceful aspect/part of the lives of the ABUSERS? The isolated minors have no righful claim to be shamable/disgraced by you or others.
Again, the minors, teens were in my eyes wonderful little people and the disgraceful people were the FGAs....until may be also some (few?)teens (SGAs) later got infected by the rubbish ideology and became threats to their peers...seems to have happened....
Wish you honestly all the best, the healing of those wounds most of all, in the lives of those you know are concerned
