Ive forgotten my exfam name! ha

just wanted to say hellooo to you all.
and a question im in a bit of a dilema about. i feel ive been too angry about my sons father for way too long. for my sons sake do you think i should show how i can forgive for my sons sake. i dont want him to be angry & full of issues all his life like its almost consumed mine? I just want my son to be happy & understand the past is the past and noone can change that now. revenge is not an issue with me anymore & i honestly have no other agenda. steven needs his father so much although he would never admit that (prob for my sake as well as his own pride).
in my heart i feel it would be a good example & maybe one day they can have some sort of father son relationship. i dont care about myself anymore. its not about me.
welcome your thoughts...