Italian bro....

Hi!
I just separate from my second wife and 2 kids we were together 12 years in and out of the TF ...she left for another guy ...left me alone.
My bad was "in short" that I was living not in my country and I got depress and anxious not finding a job difficulty to associate and the language... I became very jealous of my mate and choke what was an already shaky relation....after only two weeks my ex went in a holiday trip with her new guy...I didn´t know a thing...she is very secretive and still I have to recover on my own daily...been the one force out of the relation made me quite vulnerable...
I at first took all the blame ...now after what she did I realize there was more undercover I didn´t know...so thing are balancing out for me and I am grasping this all bubble...
in the meant time I receive a lot of comfort from friends and relative....I am hoping for a reconciliation but I am aware it takes more than just a month...this is were I stay at the moments emotionally.
There is anyone who want to correspond with me , I am Italian my name use to be Daniele Cuore
The Lord send me back to my kids of my first relation and they are very glad to have me back as a father figure a thing they miss...we are a family one more time...this as kept me to go down to the mud of despair and sorrow...
Love
IP