Heaven's Girl ??? - finally after 20 years

In your post you wrote:

I have talked to people who remember getting together to pray for him to be killed according to instructions.

Which means, Heavens Girl, that you were nowhere near the Family during the 90’s.

I am a friend of (ex S&S). I have never been a Family or COG member. I met them here where they now live.

But your post makes me wonder about you, Heaven’s Girl. Who are you? Were you ever in this evil group? And if you were, you (it seems) must have left 20 +/- years ago.

Which begs the question – why in the world are you still occupied with postings on this site? After 20 years why in the world have you not done as point 3 in this sites mission statement says:
3 to help current and ex members to process their past to move on and create their future
Are you in slow gear or what? 20 years and you are still here moping and groaning about how horrible you were raised. I was raised horribly too – I grieved a lot about it and finally had to put it in the past and look ahead to the future.

Why are you still looking at your past after leaving it for 20 years? Still processing it? You puzzle me.