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In Reply to: thanks MG posted by lydia on December 23, 2006 at 14:29:16:
I was not using drugs when I met Gideon. I think if I would've been using drugs I would have laughed him off in a minute. I started using drugs when the stress of our situation became too much. I haven't used drugs in over 23 years other than Medically prescribed . I was trying to clean up my act when I met Gideon and was not going out partying or using drugs . His constantly forcing me to accept fishing drove me over the edge.
I do agree with you that the Family would've thought of me as a Queen. I was never fully accepted by them. Gideon's love for me had to do with money more than who I was.
I wish I never had rolled down my window that march day in 1978. My life would have been much different.
Regards,
Billie
