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In Reply to: Glad you think He was nice posted by lydia on November 06, 2006 at 14:48:54:
well i dont think a character out of a story book fkd up my life. thats how i see jesus. or anyone else that makes a call such as im the son of god. i dont even believe in god anymore.
i take responsilibity for that - I was an idiot for thinking that the person i married actually loved me & that the religious organisation I had joined was my reward for having to deal with so much tragedy as a youngster. quick fixes never work for long. no different to drugs.
before i joined i had a really innocent & simple belief & faith. it wasnt a crutch (well it didnt feel like one)- it wasnt in my way,. it was just there.
i will never that see that childlike faith again.
i see christianity in a very different light now. and its not good. and i dont particularly like hating anything. i wouldnt even date a guy recently who is a christian/occasional church goer. one day i heard him say to his son. "stand on the word of the lord son".
i said bye bye.
