IN Reply to OT2, about leaving TF

In a nut shell, I came to Japan to reach the sweet Japanese people. I have kept that missionary mentality and always beleived it didnt matter whether I was in or out, I would always be a missionary. There are many missionary groups and churches that have inside problems, and I always believed that my disagreements and opposite opinions
of many of the doctrines and practices of TF were signs that someday I would leave.
I put up with a lot of stuff, being openly opionated. So I was also labeled many times and
not trusted by top leaders.I just continued my missionary work the best I could and did the best I can.
I didnt try to cause division,but tried to change things, and TF knows there aremany things that need to change still if they are going to suvive.
It was the Ricky and Angela thing that woke me up.
There is no way a bonifide Christian group, supposed to be the Lord's Anointed is going to be able to justify the upbriging of Ricky saying that
his upbringing had nothing whatsoever with what happenned. Most Family members still beleive ex members had a part in Angela's death by turning Ricky into a monster.
AS MAria said"Thats not the Ricky I knew"
QUite insensitive for someone who is supposed to be the loving shepherdess of the end time, who feeds the sheep right our of her hands.The song Lady MAria sung by Simon says "Understanding in everyway" "The Holy Grail is in her hands"
The prophecies say how her and Ricky are going to be the two end time witnesses in Rev 11.
Well, I woke up. iT was a rude awakening, but since then I have accepted the truth and now seeing more and more. The Family are sly and secretive, deceive people, and learned it from Berg.Helearned it from his mother." The end justifies the means" was her motto and this is a basic fundamental belief in TF.
They will lie for their home's personal gain.
The funy thing is, they do not realize they are lying. They think they are telling the truth because "decivers yet true"
Berg thought the universe revolved around him, and MAria thinks that now, that Jesus speaks everthing he wants the world to know through her channels.
In the new GNs about Loving Jesus the Jesus who speaks says he is the master of Magic and illusion. That tells it. ILLUSION and DELUSION.
After the Ricky tragedy, anyone who would still believe that MAria is God's prophetess pure and chaste, is a sad case.
I kept my composure because the are people I have
becomefroends wtover the years I am still trying to keep as friends, sweet Japanese people I led astray in TF with the teachings, so now I have to go back and explain everything and let them make their own choice. My wife and older kids too I have to let them make their own choice,not force them.
I said it is exciting times because we know that
real truth will prevail, and people these days arent as gullible as they were back when we joined. People are more real today. That was the age of Aquarius when we joined , the age of Mystic Revelation, Meditaion, Mysticism, Hallucination,
Illusion, and ,any strong delusions.
We were taken, and the times were scary. We felt safe in TF because you felt you had the truth and nothing can hurt you when you have the truth. TF
still feels this way. Thats why they are willing to listen to MAria and go through persecution for her, beleiving that GOd will deliver them out of anything, and they are so conditioned by Berg's
death letters, that they are willing to suffer and die if need be, because to them death isnt such a bad thing. Berg taught that death was a wonderful thing, Death or DAwn? and you need not fear death,
the 20 MInutes to go tape has a whole family getting vaporized by a nuclear attack and they didnt feel a thing, and end up together in heaven
like nothing happenned.
The Family beleives in a form of spiritual mercy killing or death. To be releived of the burden of this life. They dont value life, family, children and have been conditioned against the nuclear family unit, so that those in TF who prefer to live with just their own family are considered lower level members and weal spiritually because they dont want to live the Family's perverted LAw of Love, which is not God's Law of Love, but Bergs and MAria's Law of Eros. In English its all one world, but you define that love, and they can say because they are living the law of Eros they are living the law of love.Gods Only Law is Love, But Bergs Only Law was Eros, and he practiced it , said there was no age limit. They have changed this since he died, because of the Law getting after them.
I dont know if the Family realized that they are following leaders who are wanted by INternaltional Police INTERPOL and being investigated by the FBI.
They need to wake up before they lose their mates and children and their lives.
Well, you got me going there now didnt you?