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Now, you may think i'm crazy but ya know what I did?

Posted by Daniel on February 21, 2006 at 05:10:14

In Reply to: Re: did you hear about EMT posted by JSP on February 21, 2006 at 01:46:59:

I fell down in the middle of that snowstorm out in the middle of a frozen lake with a 38 in my pocket and called out to God. I shit you not. I don't know maybe you think I should have pulled the trigger.

My main therapy today is to take a looooong walk. It really does release natural endorphins. I still pray and talk to God and ask for spiritual help. It may seem from these posts that I am putting down those that found solace in drugs, actually if you feel that is the only way you can cope so be it, I do understand the pain.

When I heard that Ricky had killed Sue, though I felt sorry for her, I have to admit I was a little pissed off at Ricky for killing himself. You know what I thought? DAMMNNNN!!!! --there would have been no court in the world that would have
convicted him. If he had turned himself in, it would have brought the Family down!