It is true that after the experience being with "The Family" for some time and now an ex has somewhat put me dillusioned not that i have regretted leaving the Family. The experience has left me "null" and "confused" . I left in 1986 because of the insistence of the "Elder" members of the Family of the "free sex" thing. After researching, browsing the net, reading two sides, in a way i have understood something. Eventually, it left a mark,a thing to ponder. That after all, God has left us the "Free Will" and the grace to decipher some things. But, one best thing is Im losing my religion but not God's grace. After all, we are all subject to God's mercy.
