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In Reply to: Mama Maria's next move? posted by Mario on January 10, 2005 at 23:46:26:
Dear “exers”…these are very sad & trying times...yet this morning I felt kind of this “sensation”, this feeling, related to what I had when I joined, only “reverse in membership”.I felt, I was really more united than ever with those, who describe their shock & sadness at that traumatic escalation last weekend.So I feel closer than ever to those who have left & left those
“idealists” to their own stink. While we had fairly important subjects here...to many I still wanted to respond to (Peryr, Acheick, Jules & Jo, to name the lengthier responses), but due to the end of my holidays & what happened now I can’t....something escalated in “desertland”...Ricky must have been in very “dry land” for a long time & that visit of Angela didn’t help him at all.
I think the whole thing is a heavy defeat for TF.It also shows, that they are again & again “misreading” people.Ricky spoke out anything but favourable towards TF... he was the worst
witness against their efforts to raise a “highstandard” “royal 2nd generation”...that in itself must have been worth their efforts, to keep him “neutralised”...free of big anger & outrage...May be they got this “exciting prophecy”, sending out their “hunters”.Whether Ricky had bad intents right from the beginning I am not sure...I doubt it from his calls to his wife.Why was he alone in Tuckson?How much did he speak with others about this familycontact???
Anyway, Angela must have felt safe to go to his place ---alone!!!----used to be quite a” nono” in the old days.Did she display a message?...well then chances would be, that they found it, unless he destroyed it...he didn’t feel like leaving one.May be Angela tried to love him into terms friendlier towards TF?
Well, it didn’t go like TF thought/wished it to happen.I think they knew all about it & so they took risks, which speak right against their so called spirituality.
Nevertheless, TF could may be positioning Angela as a martyr, slaughtered by the bad SGs, depending how much Karen is willing to give up the memory of her son.I think, she did anyway, as Berg set the “exsample”, how to deal with one’s flesh & blood children, if out of line.May be they have first a big Angelacommemoration in publications, her biography, where she lived , what she did, people who knew her, things she wrote & sure only the best would be in it.
In contrast you would have Ricky, who could have, but wouldn’t...so they will be making again this plea, to stay 100xxxxxxx percent or get that way...everybody shaking in their boots, how out of it you can become, even for someone of the “highest origin”.
But that’d backfire, IMO, cause after all these cases, people should realise hopefully now, that
it was their own evilness & inability.
TF will resort to messages from fantasy, made up precisely for the need: to praise Angela in the highest terms & to share what goodies await the TF-faithful & a supersound warning, portraying Ricky in some super shameful state.
Zerby & Co. miscalculated heavily as far as security is concerned, they will step up for long their’s & of TF, they will screen all the more our different websites for angry posters, names etc.Might be, that they go in hiding, as there’s not much glory in the publicity at all.They would have to face too many ugly questions...let’s hope, that journalists find this as “explosive”, as it is.
Also it shows, what false prophets Berg & Co were & are: Karen & Davidito were supposed to become the two endtime witnesses, if I recall right????Well, he witnessed his way.
I was thinking again about a report I listened to on the radio some time ago, about how many people, tourists, every year go to visit the grave of Jim Morrison in Paris, one of the most sought graves on that graveyard. I myself went on the graveyard – a stonethrow from my sister’s place – in Berlin, where Marlene Dietrich is buried.It’s kind of a different “atmosphere”, you think about that person, the conditions they lived in etc. Could that be possible of Ricky too????Isn’t he a
testimony of how abuse can traumatize you & a witness against so called love, but rather selfishly preying on the “gifts of others”.I sincerely hope, he gets visited & not deserted & who knows, may be the world & Hollywood remembers cases like that...
By the way, great job in writing to all those newspapers, but I was thinking, we should also write to all these “Mellonies”, with their big “faking” understanding of TF, how much we appreciate their bought with “spice” & money expertise & sharing that on much toiletpaper with the world...hope, they never rise again their favourable head again.
Last not least, I want to send an urgent appeal down the web: Before I learned of Ricky’s death, I had read the testimony/report of an SG, who got horribly mistreated by his stepfather. I wanted to do something, ...this is sickening much.
I wanted to paste the post here, but then even worse was/is to be reported.
I mean: could we please collect all these different biographies at one “easyaccessable” place on the websites, at movingon at one place (please call it something simple, if..)...they are scattered all over....and since there are sad cases of FG victims, to also collect them...somewhere else;.that’s a huge witness against TF.
When I left TF, I read lots of biographies, which inspired me, that there were people with a big
good impact in history....likewise sad biographies are needed to stir up sympathy...to do more.
A book is in the works, I once learned...but this could be a rather immediate further possibility.
Thanks.
P.S. I am not so sure, that Ricky appreciated all that bickering among us exers.We're not perfect &
far from always getting it right, it should behove us all, to treat others with the respect, with which we want others to respect us.In a way it's
wonderful to get shown the error of one's thoughts, it's a blow to pride, but the other wasn't smart by birth either, all learned & trained again by & through others.We should stop this personality-cult: of our own or of others.
Sometimes the truth is very intricate & we all don't seem to get it...then let's not claim to have understood something, when we actually didn't.Let's marvel at some things in life, without being able to "put it all together"...
