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Posted by Farmer on January 10, 2005 at 16:50:57

In Reply to: Notice regarding Ricky's (Davidito) death posted by Latest News on January 10, 2005 at 12:12:49:

Some things just shouldn't be & if they happen, you're completely lost in what to say.I liked/loved what he had to say.His reports were the biggest impact on my life since visiting the boards.I meant to tell him all that...now it's too late...I remember where he said, that he watched, sitting on a bench, a family with their child (children) & it made him sad, because he really had none, no family, motherly love....it made me cry...how much did I think before, that he was rich, when he was actually miserable.Exerlife is different now.What shock!If I think of it, how TF never allowed them, like normal kids to play in the "dirt", puddles & whatever else kids like to do, climbing trees..all forbidden for various ideas...but the other dirt they had to shove on them.My God.I miss you Ricky...I would have liked you to have stayed here.No more deaths...pleeeeease!!!!!!!!!!!!

All that keyrubbish...they lost the key to the hearts of their children.