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Nice of you, thanks...

Posted by Farmer on October 13, 2004 at 01:38:39

In Reply to: Re: Idiocy of Australian TF-leadership????????? posted by jewlz on October 12, 2004 at 19:12:16:

I am sorry, I didn't mean to belittle any of the emotional drain you went through, it's hell, I believe it....it's 9 years now, that I got seperated from my exmate & that outside of TF...that time, I thought for the first time, it's useless to continue to live (I am quite an optimist), may be easier to die...since I really thrived on seeing my kids daily, seeing them growing up and there was always the threat, that the mother would go to Italy...it was quite an experience in "patience" on both sides, to make arrangements, so they could have enough "Daddy-time" & compared with some "system-daddies"(what is that now ; ) ) ...I still had it pretty good.I remember from an article in a magazine about seperation- kids, that
one father, who wasn't allowed to see his kid,
payed for a big wallsize advertisement, where his kid went to school, wishing happy birthday.
When I read that, I had to cry, cause so many kids
suffer, because of the adults...that's what I wanted to say, since you can't split the kid into half....