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In Reply to: Worst sex you ever had in the Family posted by CuriousToo (reposted) on September 14, 2004 at 12:13:07:
What made it bad was that it was mechanical. I went through the motions like the trained whore that I was. Heck we even kept stats! It only got better if I liked my partner, and even then it was rare that he would make me happy first before satisfying himself. I learnt to compartmentalize my emotions and considered sex a duty. Looking back, that part of my time in TF probably did me the most damage as a woman. Only when I got out did I learn to make love, not just have sex. Sad. But to add to your survey, the worst sex I can recall was with someone I detested. I had to "share" with him because I was the most sacrificial sister (how sick is that?). It was so bad, I somehow managed to finish it in half an hour or less, and that includes the chit chat and prayers. I also managed to get away with not having another date with him. I guess my shepherdess felt sorry for me for once.
