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Re: interesting post on Moving On

Posted by ">Erika on September 08, 2004 at 06:07:38

In Reply to: interesting post on Moving On posted by Raymond Shaw on September 08, 2004 at 01:46:38:

Hi Raymond, are you also a young person that had been born in TF? I`ve read the article and it is very hard for me to give specifics about this. In my case it`s shame. Shame and remorse of what I had done or left undone. While still in TF I tried my best I could to protect my kids the best I could. There was so much to protect them. Like losing their personality, which was a great concern for me. It happens easy in a crowd.-talk about Family Homes.There is so much to talk about and get a lot of questions anwered.
Yes I do feel guilty in a lot of ways. The only horriible thing I do remember doing was taping a 8-year old girls mouth with tape. It was horrible when I realized what I had done and I still feel terrible about it. Often I try to talk with my older kids about our life before, meaning in TF. But it is hard. Sometimes I have the impression that there are things they don`t want to talk about. But I do. And I hope that I can get to do this sometime. How about you Raymond?