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Re: A suggested incident writing

Posted by Farmer on August 01, 2004 at 20:07:53

In Reply to: A suggested incident writing posted by Kinda Gentler on August 01, 2004 at 01:36:19:

This touches me out of several reasons...for one I
happened to join in West-Berlin in Summer 76, so I
might have known some of the people you talk about.

Sometimes I have & had illfeelings towards God & blame Him for my problems & I know other believers,who go through stages like this..even though I'd like to be much more enduring...

However, there are many more times, where I really love God & feel His love & concern.

Also I don't wish to have a life so "normal" like some, who have so much, that they have completely
forgotten about God.
For me TF is not the way, but the "system" I didn't like even before TF.So what would be the
best "normality" in your opinion? (I think though, that I would have done something better, different in 1976, if I had had the insight/insider-knowhow
I have now through experience & may be that's the "profit") Would have loved to respond more, but I am packing...Wish you in all honesty - hope it doesn't disturb you that thought - a nice outpouring of HIS love.