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In Reply to: Here's the question posted by Straight guy on June 03, 2004 at 21:14:53:
There's 2 forces at work within me.
1. There's my natural makeup which is heterosexual.
2. There's my spritual makeup which is heterosexual. Romans 1.
Having been in the COG my outlook on sexual purity was kind of shot to hell until my daughter had a child at 19 and wasn't married. That's when I changed and started going to church for the sake of her child. It changed my outlook on fooling around with women outside of marriage.
But before then wheneve women have come on to me in various places I usually fooled around with them.
It certainly didn't disgust me from the physical standpoint. A man coming on to me did disgust me from the physical point of view and I've had at least 7 or 8 men come on to me in various places and every time I found it disgusting.
I hitchhiked to school every day in high school and at least half the time the same man picked me up and rubbed his balls the whole way and asked me if I would come over to his house and he would provide young girls for me. I knew what he really wanted. His rubbing his balls disgusted me but I needed to get to school. I endured 4 years of that.
