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In Reply to: The Breaking Point posted by Kinda Gentler on May 12, 2004 at 19:20:29:
I can't handle living in fear, I couldn't either. I had to ask and I had to know. Things had to be clear but most of the time they were not. I put things aside, like most testimonies I read. Compartamentalizing was the solution and produced the money for the and queen.
I wonder if after years of putting off unresolved issues, the last straw comes in to bust the basket. I know it happened to me.
After kohoutek I remember deciding that this man was not a prophet and wondering at the people who had left The Family then. I could not believe that all those people thought this man was a prophet and that it was THEIR reason to join. They were converts to Berg and predictions but not to Jesus.
The same notion occurred to me later with FFing, that many of the converts and saved were to sex and not to Jesus. Now they are converts to pedophilia, mansturbation, not-prophet money and spirit helpers.
It has been a slow cooking process and the frogs are more comfortable in the warm pan fry than in jumping out to look for reality. That indoctrination is a hard addiction to break. No wonder the vast majority of converts came from that strata, those who were already known to have mental conditions prone to being addicts.
This also explains that so many SGAs leave, because they have different genetical disposition to addiction than their parents.
