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In Reply to: screwed up childhood posted by porceleindoll on August 28, 2003 at 17:55:23:
Thanks for that pd. I really related to your post. Even though I was a first gen i was only 17 when I joined to Family and very inexperienced sexually. It took me a very long time after leaving to sort myself out sexually. Particulary having done a lot of escort work in the Family - sex was just torture. My first husband after I left the Family payed the price for that I'm afraid. Sex was honestly the last thing I wanted to do. It had nothing to do with love in my mind.
