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Re: Hang in there, sista

Posted by jenners on June 17, 2003 at 17:33:31

In Reply to: Re: Hang in there, kid posted by Acheick on June 15, 2003 at 07:39:10:

hey i hear you big time. im a happy woman, i have my gorgeous 21 year old son whos my best friend, i love what i do - I work a full time job plus im still teaching ballet & dance & choreographing awesome shows etc.etc. but...inside of me im still so angry & sad about what happened to me. my baby was abducted from my arms & taken to japan with the help of the family. he was gone for 5 long months (he was 17 months old at the time) i was 22. but justice was done & after 2 mths of waiting for contact which i didnt get (how callous) i ended up going to japan for 3 months of searching with many things happening I GOT HIM BACK - WHAT A STORY. it was horrendous & i can still feel it. & the hurt doesnt stop there. i later found out that the only reason my husband peter married me was for the stats. i was fished in & then discarded. i was a kid & i was in love with him.
i have my bad days too but i figure thats ok. i deserve to be a little self-indulgent with self pity sometimes!
take care
love j x