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In Reply to: Yes, I also feel a need to vent ... .really vent! posted by The Hulk on June 12, 2003 at 19:04:05:
Do you think we all have this other personality that rears its ugly head whenever we get into situations that bring back ugly memories? I've been getting worse lately and a lot more tempermental. Hence, I lost my job the other day and really went into a tailspin. Thank God for my family or I probably would have done something stupid. All this the day before my son received a huge award that was monumental and I almost didn't go. Gosh I'm tired. I feel like my past has this stranglehold on me that won't let go. It's funny, but the beginning of the end of this episode started off with one of those nasty dreams I used to have in the F. where I thought the devil was trying to kill me - so full of fear. I hadn't had one of those dreams for years. Then the co-worker from hell started in on me until she finally got me fired. I felt like I was on one of those survival shows where everyone pretends to be like your friend but it's only about winning the prize for their own selves in the end and you never know who to trust. I'm so glad I have my husband and children or I don't know what I would have done.
