What do you think?

Would it be fair to suggest that the F, are a large, 24/7 BDSM group, thinly veneered by a Christian veil?

Think about it.

A BDSM group consists of a Dominant Master and /or, Mistress and one or more submissives. The sub sets a limit which is then progressively pushed and expanded by the Dom, over a period of time, until the sub will accept whatever is demanded by the Dom.

You exers and the present members, were enticed into the F/COG and then progressively subjected and subjagated, into doing more and more weird things. It may have been fairly innocent at first, but then as you got in deeper so the FFing was forced onto you, and the child abuse, then the Victor program, etc, etc. Finally, you were so immersed in it all, that had you reported it to the Police, you would have incriminated yourselves, as well. I quote from "MO Letters -- Seven Ways to Find God's Will" "So what is the most important requirement in finding God's will?-Having no will of your own! Surrender your will, your body and your mind to the Lord." !!

You exers were / are more resistent to this subjagation, so you opted out of the F., but the brothers and sisters left in, are more submissive than you, and some may actually " enjoy " being told how to live, behave and be mis-treated.

The posts here tell of Mistress Kirby tightening up her rule, and the above seems to answer some of the posts ie "How did we get sucked in", etc.

I may have got it wrong, again, but it seems to me, from what I've read on this site, other anti cult sites, and on the F web site, that
this could be what it is.

If so, you cannot blame yourselves, for you were the innocent victims of a giant Sado Masochist ring, run by Berg and his cronies.

I hope this helps you to come to terms with your emotional injuries, you were sucked into a Black Hole, but you got out and are free now.