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Re: hell I was naive too!!

Posted by tigress on October 17, 2002 at 04:17:21

In Reply to: hell I was naive too!! posted by MV on October 17, 2002 at 01:28:10:

Hi, I can really relate to that. I sometimes cringe when something else gets discovered about or someone shares something about the Family that just is so bad. I go through it still. I sometimes wonder that after I established that certain framework in soceity after having left about four and a half years ago,that something is still missing though. How do you cope with that. I started praying to Jesus again after a long time recently , and that helps me, but as far as my life theme....I do wonder after having been 'in' for 23 years! After having rocked out on French make-up, French dish towels, at the hairdresser and nail studio, with good clothes, going shopping with my teen daughters, having learned to deal with doctors, teachers, the government and 'normal people' in general, with finances,(incl. debts), etc., having landed a good job, put the kids in and through school, I feel sometimes really that my life is lacking purpose. Can you relate to that? Would be grateful for an answer from your side.