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Re: I do feel for Watchman and those of his family

Posted by Jesse (rockon) on October 11, 2002 at 18:13:38

In Reply to: Marriage control wasthe nature of the Beast posted by Exer on October 11, 2002 at 13:43:47:

I did say in my post that I fight that feeling of satisfactin over Watchman's suicide. I'm a sinner and have to struggle to forgive people. Yes I feel resentment not only towards Watchman but especially Mother Eve. I do ask God to help me fight those feeling of resentment and put forgiveness in my heart. It is a struggle. I wish I could put it all out of my mind permanenlty but I know it will be an ongoing battle. It's a battle to forgive and forget in many situtations in life. Others have offended me and those I love and continue to do so. It's a struggle to forgive them. It's a part of life. I will always struggle to forgive and hopefully someday maybe all the resentment will disappear and I'll be set free. Pray for me. Thanks.