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In Reply to: I don't think you were or are "kruel" posted by Acheick on July 11, 2002 at 07:17:13:
Hi A!
I have to say I am almost fifty and I ain't got closure yet, but I am working on it and you all help me a lot. As a male I am so angry and ashamed of FFing and what we male members let it turn us into.
As a victim already at that time I should have damn well known better. I was a bishop and should have attacked it right away as a witness against it. It has fucked me up for years, I don't mean I abused children or anything but my identity as a balanced male is negatively affected.
Those pricks planned it for months, if not years. Friggn' Berg and our own foolishness made us base and ugly and stupid in that we just followed along. It was like a veil of delusion fell over us. Once it started the wave of it all took us into such a darkness of belief I think. Make no mistake I recognize each of us as male members is accountable. I figure we are expected to honour, support and help our ex member community for as long as it takes, the rest of our lives if need be.
