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In Reply to: Shulamite posted by Texas Ray on May 20, 2002 at 15:58:34:
I would like to share with you what it was to be the husband from IRFER'S BEWARE. No one was there I was on my own with only the Lord in a very trying time. My own father newer called me back. I felt that he might have been worried I would want to ask for help with my three kids. He was a good man but I've delt with this all of my life. My in laws atacked me and gave me an ultamadium to leave. I think they held me partly responsible for the death of their daughter and wanted to try to get the kids. When i told them I wouldn,t consider a foster home they said get out.
I left and moved out by myself in the evenings after my kids went to sleep as they would not help watch them. It was hard moving from the murder scene but God gave me the grace. Every night the kids would go to sleep at about 930 and then i could go start moving. There was another IRFER helping me. Then I got the letter. My own Dad let me down I had no relatives or mother an then I got IRFER'S BEWARE. I( felt completly lost and forsaken by everything in my life. I had never in my life ever thought I could ever be in love and it was a miracle to me when it happened. Why did it happen that way? WhaT DID i DO WRONG. Why me. Some things you just don't get a clear answer to i never dide. I know all things work together for good and I know all I have is Jesus and I'm looking foward to when i get to be with him. I'm thankful for everything that happened in my life and fro learning so much of the word and receiving so much I needed from the Family. I'm pretty much near the end I hope. I'd love to talk to you. Love you all
Matt
