Re: Hi Matt!

Thanks for responding. I still see everyone as sheep stuck in the system. My father who visited family homes and supported my new life as a straight line non drug user. I always related to him as part of the system which made me have to see him not as a father but a systemite who needed my encouragment. I love my new family of the last 7 years. My wife has a big family and they have all entered my life and forced me to live more instead of analizing life as a family outsider. How funny I'm a backslider and can't have a relationship with a family member because Im in the system yet its still hard for me not to see people through the same family eyes even though I'm considered one of them (a system goner) also I guess.