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In Reply to: To: fg posted by jo on September 12, 2003 at 16:36:09:
i'm glad you understand, noone else did. yes i am an exer i got out in 1980.& ofcourse i disaprove of pedophilia.i meant that i was stupid enough not to react to a boy being pleasured &if it had been a girl being penetrated i would have freaked.i was that stupid.sorry. i wasn't the only one. we were all that stupid most of us.i did eventualy react about the davidito book &see it as rape & molestation but only after i recovered my own senses when i got out.i mean we were all young& the climate &awareness about abuse was lacking back then & we joined very young without knowing much about anything. & after years & years of input, with radical ideas drilled into us & getting our information from only 1 source & we lived in a closed secretive group where the only time we ventured out into the world was to beg & actively convert others into our way of living, lots of us simply didnt now better.its not popular but offensive yet that is the awful truth. its not my problem people cant hadle the truth. its painful to the abused sg's to hear but its still the truth, we were to stupid to know beter or we would have stopped it. if we knew then what we know now of course we wouldn't have let all that happen but would run to the cops first thing.ofcourse i hate that bad things happend to them but i wasn't directly part of it.i grew up in a home where we didnt talk about sex.it was taboo. yet out there ina brave new world, the young generation was breaking away & finding sexual freedoms. i ws a hippie &for once sex wasn't taboo . we weren't the only ones living in communes & having sex in unconventional relationships or no relationship at all. hope you all understand.
