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The Children of God
by Deborah (Linda Berg) Davis with Bill Davis, 1984
O daughter of my people, gird thee with sackcloth, and wallow thyself
in ashes: make thee mourning, as for an only son, most bitter
lamentation: for the spoiler shall suddenly come upon us.
Therefore thus saith the Lord God: Behold, mine anger and my fury
shall be poured out upon this place, upon man, and upon beast, and
upon the trees of the field, and upon the fruit of the ground; and it
shall burn, and shall not be quenched." (Jeremiah 6:26; 7:20)
The Prophets of Doom had arisen in America. This was the message of
the Children of God to a nation that had turned its back on God. David
Berg taught his disciples that the Lord Himself had revealed this
message to him through special revelation. It was the Message of
Jeremiah. Thus we set out from Vienna, following our newly ordained
Prophet, to warn the wicked American nation of its imminent judgment:
destruction, slaughter, murder, and starvation were coming soon.
Because Vienna is near Washington, D. C., we planned our first
demonstration on the doorsteps of the nation's Capitol. U.S. Sen.
Everett Dirksen had recently died, and his body was lying in state in
the Rotunda of the Capitol building. My dad explained to us that
Dirksen's death was symbolic of the death of the nation, because the
senator had tried to pass legislation that would allow mandated prayer
and Bible-reading in public schools.
A large group of us, eighty-five strong, held a silent vigil at the
site of Senator Dirksen's funeral. We also demonstrated in front of
the White House, mourning the demise of peace and freedom.
We planned the vigils in great detail. One of our buses would deliver
the disciples to a predetermined location. Then we would march single
file in perfect unison (after hours of practice) to the actual site of
the protest. The seven-foot wooden staves we carried—representing
God's righteous rod of judgment—would strike the ground
simultaneously, creating a noise like thunder. People would turn to
see what was causing this frightening sound and be awestruck to see
seventy-five to a hundred red-robed prophets walking silently down the
street with stern countenances, large wooden yokes about their necks,
and ashes smeared on their foreheads. The long robes symbolized
mourning for the nation, and the red sackcloth (burlap) was an ominous
sign of the blood that would be shed in the coming destruction. The
yokes represented the bondage that was to befall America, paralleling
the bondage of the Israelites under the Babylonians.
The male prophets, with the beards that were in vogue at the time,
looked as if they had walked straight out of ancient Israel. Many of
the girls wore large gold or silver earrings.
Upon arriving at the protest site, we would stand in complete silence
and unroll large scrolls with hand-lettered Bible verses declaring the
Message of Jeremiah to the United States. Some of the most commonly
used verses:
The wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the nations that forget
God." (Psalm 9:17)
The nation and kingdom that will not serve thee shall perish; yea,
those nations shall be utterly wasted." (Isaiah 60:12)
For I will bring evil from the north, and a great destruction.
The destroyer of the Gentiles is on his way; he is gone forth from his
place to make thy land desolate; and thy cities shall be laid waste,
without an inhabitant." (Jeremiah 4:6-7)
The vigils were an oddity to the American public, which had probably
thought it had already "seen everything" in that age of protest over
Vietnam, civil rights, and free speech. Even the police did not know
how to react to our peculiar form of demonstration. Each disciple
taking part in a vigil was sworn to a vow of complete silence. When
policemen asked, "What are you doing?" they received no reply.
Accustomed to the violent, rock-throwing protests of radical leftist
groups like the Weathermen or Students for a Democratic Society (SDS),
law enforcement officers found our eerie spectacle mystifying.
Consequently we were never physically disturbed or arrested.
Some people welcomed our solemn protest. One woman, coming upon a
vigil in New York City later on, said to me, "Oh, I'm so glad you're
here! I'm praying for America, hoping they'll turn to God!" The
interest shown by the news media was also a great boost to our morale;
getting so much attention made us feel important—as if we actually
were God's endtime prophets, confirming what my dad had been telling
us.
Those days were like playing a role in a movie. It was really great
fun. We packed a lifetime of excitement into a few short months as we
traveled in a large caravan from city to city.
Immediately after the Washington vigil we visited Philadelphia to
protest the death of freedom and peace at Independence Hall. We then
went on to New York City and held a vigil in Times Square.
While we were in New Jersey, en route to our next destination, a
curious reporter visited our campsite and wrote an article about this
strange group of prophets. We had explained our cause and our message
to him. In his article he quoted Matthew 5:9: "Blessed are the
peacemakers, for they shall be called the children of God." It sounded
good, so we adopted the name. We were no longer "Teens for Christ"; we
became "the Children of God." In some of his revelations, Dad said the
Lord had called him "Moses." Hence, we had become Moses and the
Children of
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God. In prophecies Dad had yet to receive, it would be revealed that
he was also like David of old. Thus, David Berg became the prophet
"Moses David."
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We were gradually being subtly seduced by false teaching. David Berg
spoke the longings of our hearts. Like Ignorance, in John Bunyan's
allegory, Pilgrim's Progress, we did not foresee the inevitable
consequences of our seduction.
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Christian. |
Come, how do you? How stands it between God and your soul
now? |
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Ignorance |
I hope well; for I am always full of good motions, that
come into my mind, to comfort me as I walk. |
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Chr. |
What good motions? Pray tell us. |
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Ign. |
Why, I think of God and heaven. |
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Chr. |
So do the devils and damned souls. |
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Ign. |
But I think of them, and desire them. |
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Chr. |
:So do many that are never like to come there. The soul of
the sluggard desires, and hath nothing.
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Ign. |
But I think of them, and leave all for them. |
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Chr. |
That I doubt, for leaving of all is an hard matter; yea, a
harder matter than many are aware of. But why, or by what, art thou
persuaded that thou hast left all for God and heaven?
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Ign. |
My heart tells me so.
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Chr. |
That may be, through its deceitfulness; for a man's heart
may minister comfort to him in the hopes of that thing for which yet
he has no ground to hope.
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Ign. |
But my heart and life agree together, and therefore my hope
is well grounded.
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Christian explains to Ignorance that the concurrence of one's heart
and life must still be examined against a higher authority, the Word
of God. This the followers of David Berg were not
doing. We had erred by supplanting scriptural truth with the
personally revealed truth of a man. Consequently we were blinded to
our sin. As Christian explains,
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Christian. |
Thou neither seest thy original nor actual infirmities; . . . |
And that was the sad condition of the disciples of David Berg. We saw
neither our original nor our present sins, but were blindly following
our hearts and the desires of our anointed leader. Christian's
judgment of Ignorance was prophetic for us:
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Christian. |
It pities me much for this poor man, it will certainly go
ill with him at last. |
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After our vigil in New York we visited Chicago, arriving there while
the conspiracy trial of the Chicago Seven was in progress.*
*Seven men, Abbie Hoffman, Tom Hayden, Jerry Rubin, John Froines,
Rennie Davis, David Dellinger, and Lee Weiner, stood trial on charges
of conspiring to incite a riot during the 1968 Democratic National
Convention. They were acquitted on February 18, 1970, although five
were found guilty of the lesser charge of crossing state lines with
the intent to incite a riot."
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My dad's
reaction to the seven conspirators was quite revealing."They are just
misguided," he said."The only problem is that they are doing it for
the wrong motive, the wrong reason. They're not doing it for the
Lord." His reasoning sounded right to us: Of course, they are just a
bit misguided. They should be doing "it" for the Lord. But what was
this "it" to which Dad referred? Simply more rebellion, anarchy, and
selfish resistance to authority.
My dad did not teach his followers that the Christian way is not the
way of rebellion. On the contrary, we learned that as long as we acted
in the name of Jesus, everything was okay.
Rebellion against authority is not the same as resisting evil. This
Jesus understood, but my father did not. Why? Because my father was
himself bound in sin and therefore could not discern between rebellion
and resisting evil. How could he? He was drowning in his own
rebellion.
Christians are taught in the Bible to submit to God and to other
proper authority, but not to submit to evil. As disciples of Moses
David, we were taught to rebel against authority whenever it suited
our purposes. We professed to submit to God, via David Berg's
leadership—but actually we submitted only to my dad's deviant
teachings. There is no such thing as "righteous rebellion," and our
rebellion against the authority of parents, church, government, and
employment was certainly not godly. We were not resisting evil; our
defiance simply mirrored the actions of political groups such as the
SDS or the Weathermen. If the followers of Moses David were truly
resisting evil, why then were they so easily led, in years to come,
into heretical doctrines of adultery, incest, and spiritism?
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Following our vigil in Chicago, we journeyed south to Louisiana to
escape the cold northern winter. Just outside New Orleans, we were
raided by a group of fifty law officers, vigilantes, dogs and assorted
"rednecks." Those were "Easy Rider" days, and our group of 150
long-haired, bearded hippie dropouts weren't exactly on friendly
grounds. The raiders surrounded our camp and began checking everyone's
I.D. Many of the disciples didn't have proper identification or were
of minor age, and twenty-five were taken into temporary custody. One
black disciple, Simon, had to hide in the swamps for fear of his life.
Joshua, my brother-in-law, was teaching a class to a large group of
disciples at the time of the arrests, and was suspected of being the
"leader" of this group. He was taken to jail and held for three weeks.
Meanwhile, the great Prophet of God was hiding in his motor home, too
sick with fear to face the sheriff and his deputies. He locked the
door of his camper and refused to come out. (For some reason, the
police simply left his camper alone after finding the door locked.) My
dad felt "the sheep lays down his life for the shepherd."
In checking the identification of the disciples from California, the
officials discovered exactly who we were, and that twenty-seven
disciples who had been arrested in Huntington Beach in January 1970,
had illegally skipped town before receiving sentencing. However, no
charges were pressed against us, and we were told to be out of town
"by sunup" and not to stop until we had crossed the state border. It
normally took a couple of days to break camp, but needless to say, we
were on the road by dawn and didn't stop until we reached Houston—a
long way from the state line.
Once in Houston, things began to go well for the Children of God.
Camping in the numerous state parks surrounding Houston for the
maximum two-week limit, we hop scotched about the city gaining new
converts and disciples. For one reason or another, the Texas youth
were greatly attracted to our bizarre and austere lifestyle. In one
month we gained nearly twenty-five new followers.
One event occurred in Houston that was to have devastating effects on
my father. Dad decided to visit a Gypsy camp in the Houston area. I
don't recall how he knew of this camp, but he felt it was vital that
he meet these Gypsies. He asked me to drive him there, and on the way
he explained to me that the Gypsies were models for living a truly
godly lifestyle. For centuries the Gypsies have lived in tents, just
as Abraham did, he explained."We have a lot to learn from them. They
have a special anointing from God."
Dad entered the Gypsy camp of motor homes and trailers and did not
return for a long time. Afterward he explained that he had visited
personally with the king of their tribe. In several months' time, my
dad would discover that while visiting with this Gypsy king, a
miraculous event occurred—one with immense spiritual significance.
Meanwhile, toward the end of January 1970, we were running out of
places to camp, so Dad flew to California to speak with his old friend
and employer, Fred Jordan, to beg the use of his abandoned ranch in
West Texas.
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